I haven't had the honey ones! But it's okay; there are plenty of other honey-to-mouth delivery systems.
Do you think maybe the "twins" are kind of...enjoying the attention? You and Sen getting all spun up about them? Maybe you could try ignoring them. Go out with Sen on a date and have a nice time or something. Somewhere NOT Null Set?
You don't have to call him 'Daddy', by the way. I don't expect that. I'd rather you didn't, even. But [...] I figure if I'm marrying him and I love how we are together, I'm going to stop NOT calling him Daddy. I'm tired of it feeling [...] like we're doing something gross that we have to hide from people?
My family, really. I'm tired of all of us dancing around it and me feeling like it's the bad kind of dirty. I don't get to be myself with them, but then I got to thinking that they haven't been around enough to dictate what I call the person who HAS been around.
Like you. You've been around. I call you Twix Mx. because that's who you are to me. I don't call you Mx. Renault just because other people are around.
I love him so much, Twix Mx. More than the world. More than breathing. I'd do anything for him just to make him smile.
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Do you think maybe the "twins" are kind of...enjoying the attention? You and Sen getting all spun up about them? Maybe you could try ignoring them. Go out with Sen on a date and have a nice time or something. Somewhere NOT Null Set?
You don't have to call him 'Daddy', by the way. I don't expect that. I'd rather you didn't, even. But [...] I figure if I'm marrying him and I love how we are together, I'm going to stop NOT calling him Daddy. I'm tired of it feeling [...] like we're doing something gross that we have to hide from people?
My family, really. I'm tired of all of us dancing around it and me feeling like it's the bad kind of dirty. I don't get to be myself with them, but then I got to thinking that they haven't been around enough to dictate what I call the person who HAS been around.
Like you. You've been around. I call you Twix Mx. because that's who you are to me. I don't call you Mx. Renault just because other people are around.
I love him so much, Twix Mx. More than the world. More than breathing. I'd do anything for him just to make him smile.
He can be Darius for everyone else.
He's my Daddy.