You should have a video just now - from me, not from my siblings. I'll try not to overwhelm you too much with texts besides.
[...]
It's a nice thought: I could say good morning to you. Someday. Today, that's obvious, but maybe someday beside you. Waking to your messages is a little like I think that would feel.
A phone isn't enough. It isn't warm, it doesn't contain your soul. I can't see your smile without asking. I swear I've lived out entire lifetimes of days beside you, all in my head, every detail made clearer with your messages. They have the life you breathe into them, those dreams.
I would be happy just to meet you, though. Too much time is sitting between today and then; I'm beginning to understand Senan and his hatred for watches.
I have words to give you, and until then, I don't want to say anything else. That I'll see Sergiy, as well, soon after we meet? The wait is more than unbearable.
[...]
Will you distract me from myself and the waiting?
What is your day going to be today? How is the weather, is it warm? Are you meeting any friends tonight?
Tell me the most beautiful thing you see outside your home? (You can't say me, or Dodo, or anything in the video or photos. Something in front of you!)
Tell me something you like about yourself, besides what we spoke of - responsibility, social contract. Helpfulness and generosity.
[...]
May I tell you something? Only for comparison, so you understand why I stopped breathing when I realized you could understand Ukrainian. Then again when you said you would learn it.
That you learned Polish for your wife and children.
I haven't dated anyone who tried to learn. [...] Well, that isn't fair. One or two tried to learn phrases.
Very few people in my life speak my language.
Madeline refused; she
Sergiy does, of course. But he learned from me.
Darius does. Enri seems inclined to learn, which is very sweet of him, unless Darius told him to do it, which is sweet in a different direction.
[...]
It's moving, Vevay, and you are wonderful. My comet, yes.
My -
[...]
Is it all right, what I called you? I don't care if Maksym or Iryna or my mother think it, but you see, I told Dodo, and she gets confused.
Silly word, 'boyfriend'. [...] I've never used it before.
Ah, and relating to this, and to words -
'Ya tebe kochayu' does not mean 'I you in love', no. Iryna speaks seven languages fluently, studied in a STEM field, plays the violin - but she speaks English like she has two brain cells less than the twins.
'I love you.'
I love y
Nova, Vevay, I
[...]
It means 'I love you' in the romantic sense, though, which is what she probably meant to say.
If you don't want to text her, you can say this. If you do want to, that's also okay. She teases, but doesn't lie very well, and she isn't cruel to her friends. [...] Ah, but she does steal, so don't have important things near to her.
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[...]
It's a nice thought: I could say good morning to you. Someday. Today, that's obvious, but maybe someday beside you. Waking to your messages is a little like I think that would feel.
A phone isn't enough. It isn't warm, it doesn't contain your soul. I can't see your smile without asking. I swear I've lived out entire lifetimes of days beside you, all in my head, every detail made clearer with your messages. They have the life you breathe into them, those dreams.
I would be happy just to meet you, though. Too much time is sitting between today and then; I'm beginning to understand Senan and his hatred for watches.
I have words to give you, and until then, I don't want to say anything else. That I'll see Sergiy, as well, soon after we meet? The wait is more than unbearable.
[...]
Will you distract me from myself and the waiting?
What is your day going to be today? How is the weather, is it warm? Are you meeting any friends tonight?
Tell me the most beautiful thing you see outside your home? (You can't say me, or Dodo, or anything in the video or photos. Something in front of you!)
Tell me something you like about yourself, besides what we spoke of - responsibility, social contract. Helpfulness and generosity.
[...]
May I tell you something? Only for comparison, so you understand why I stopped breathing when I realized you could understand Ukrainian. Then again when you said you would learn it.
That you learned Polish for your wife and children.
I haven't dated anyone who tried to learn. [...] Well, that isn't fair. One or two tried to learn phrases.
Very few people in my life speak my language.
Madeline refused; sheSergiy does, of course. But he learned from me.
Darius does. Enri seems inclined to learn, which is very sweet of him, unless Darius told him to do it, which is sweet in a different direction.
[...]
It's moving, Vevay, and you are wonderful. My comet, yes.
My -
[...]
Is it all right, what I called you? I don't care if Maksym or Iryna or my mother think it, but you see, I told Dodo, and she gets confused.
Silly word, 'boyfriend'. [...] I've never used it before.
Ah, and relating to this, and to words -
'Ya tebe kochayu' does not mean 'I you in love', no. Iryna speaks seven languages fluently, studied in a STEM field, plays the violin - but she speaks English like she has two brain cells less than the twins.
'I love you.'
I love y
Nova, Vevay, I
[...]
It means 'I love you' in the romantic sense, though, which is what she probably meant to say.
If you don't want to text her, you can say this. If you do want to, that's also okay. She teases, but doesn't lie very well, and she isn't cruel to her friends. [...] Ah, but she does steal, so don't have important things near to her.
I never did find Senan's wallet.
Well, that's what he gets for fucking her.