citrinesupernova: when you turned it upside down (what should i say)
nova vayne ([personal profile] citrinesupernova) wrote in [community profile] kingdomsofrain 2024-02-21 10:07 pm (UTC)

[ Before responding, Nova’s just. Going to reread the article several times. Watch the videos a few times, order that book, and just. Doing a little search and browse to make sure he’s not entirely mistaken on the blurb around Vitaly’s book. ]

The sun’ll always rise for you, make no mistake on that. 🧡 Always wanting to return, always avid for your self.

Glad I am, and grateful, that you drew back that talk of strangeness and of hopefulness to prove. You’ve nothing needs proving, nothing needs more showing than the fact of you.

Can’t say it doesn’t warm me, that my name and could be myself kept with you in your sleep. The restlessness I’m less keen on, much as I’d wish you to find sleep apart from agitation, but you’ve cause for it, I won’t deny. There’s much for doing, my Talik. Much that sounds to be in motion now, and four weeks or however long, it’s not so much time for waiting left.

Aye, and twelve meagre days remaining til I know yourself beside me, hear your voice spoke immediate, and [ … ] mine. Twelve days til worlds collide. Discrete all’ll be, but the fact of that takes nothing from the life I’ll glean at the sight of you.

Does it need saying my admiration for you’s only growing greater? Every word you speak and, aye, this now, the signs and sight of what you’ve done.

Can see it’s not catastrophizing nor hyperbole, what you said about Russia. All of it apt and all of it seems to myself needful for the speaking, eh but christ you’re a bold one.

Wonder is anyone could know you and not know pride as well. My own chest’s near to bursting with it now and has been from near about the start, soon as you began to speak yourself, soon as my Talik started coming clear.

Fuck me I’m not near enough bright nor

Talik, you sure you want

Shite of a lot of good I’m like to bring you


Coming to find ‘intelligent’ was an undersell of you. An undersell as well, your saying you found the right words. Been speaking the best of em from the start, all credit to you and to the heart those words come forth from.

[ … ]

Won’t say it’s no amount of overwhelming, eh [ … ] all this. It’s no kind of deterrent neither, be clear on that. Tenacious I am and stubborn I remain, and all the more so knowing what you are, and how you’re at the heart of me.

Never given a toss what others think or say or [ … ] nay, that ain’t isn’t ain’t correct entire, but means little enough in the grander scheme, and with you there, there’s nothing can be beyond weathering, nor untenable. I’ve made it through enough on my lonesome, truth, and what’s peripheral can’t count an ounce against the beauty, aye the marvel and the earthborn truth of what you are, my Talik.

[ … ]

Might need some eh assurances ahead through that malaise I spoke of, but I’ve no doubts you’re equal for that easing, and beyond. Not to say I’d count myself a burden on But then that’s not in your thinking and I don’t mean to go suggesting As for the clandestine, I’m game for it and demanding of it only so long’s necessary for settling Sergiy and yourself to stability. Beyond that frame, secrecy’s nothing I’d ask and nothing I’d like, and I’d rather be beside you out and open sooner than not.

Been a lot you’ve weathered your own self. A lot you’ve come through in spite of all that howls itself a storm.

No more taking it alone, aye Talik? Whatever complications and eh outside attentions bring to bear, you’ll have your Vevay there with you. 🧡

Can’t feign I’m much up on any meanings in that you’ve writ on. The gist’s there maybe or might be I’m mistaken and I’ll get, eh, what I can of the rest. Can say I’ve naught but endorsement on what I can suss, in particular as regards means and methods. Aye and it’s a full on banger of a title.

[ … ]

Might fuck around and ask ‘Altair’ about it sometime while I’m at it. Presuming that’s not coincidence alone and as I’m here marveling over a man can’t keep a secret worth a fuck but aye, long’s the questions never asked he’ll take the answer to his grave swear to shite D a v i d.

Clever bastard, him. Whether it is or ain’t coincidental.

Cleverer still, yourself, and a more fully valiant man I’ve never met. Felt it prior, and here’s only evidence further to its proving. Here, never let it be spoken you’ve shirked responsibility, christ alive.

Admirable, I say again, and being clear, there’s little more attractive nor commendable than a man acting his principles and keeping with his heart. Fuck me running or and otherwise, how many times yet’re you going to set me falling?

Infinite, I’m guessing, and I’ll take and I’ll keep every one.

What I mean to say’s there’s nothing to keep me from my Talik, nor to keep that being of ours secret.

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