And you aren't mistaken; I am not in a position to [ ... ] entertain thoughts of affection in my future decisions. Nor did I expect to find anything of the kind. I thought I burned the last of those hopes after that bastard You have been a welcome surprise. And more momentous than that word suggests, of course. Far more lasting. Dearest, I believe you'll linger with me all my days never mind what else may happen.
I expect I'll have little use for any trace of my heart beyond your stay. Still, it's [ ... ] nice that it's gotten some use.
What I have with you is new. I won't say I've been wholly without [ ... ] affections. But all were brought to damage nothing soon enough, and that I have never felt so utterly [ ... ] seen or welcomed as I do in your regard.
Rarely (never) have I felt so [ ... ] crucial.
You have reached for me in ways no other has, my love. Nor would I welcome any touch beyond your own.
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No, you. Are well within your rights to speak.
And you aren't mistaken; I am not in a position to [ ... ] entertain thoughts of affection in my future decisions. Nor did I expect to find anything of the kind.
I thought I burned the last of those hopes after that bastardYou have been a welcome surprise. And more momentous than that word suggests, of course. Far more lasting. Dearest, I believe you'll linger with me all my daysnever mind what else may happen.I expect I'll have little use for any trace of my heart beyond your stay. Still, it's [ ... ] nice that it's gotten some use.What I have with you is new. I won't say I've been wholly without [ ... ] affections. But all were brought to
damagenothing soon enough, and that I have never felt so utterly [ ... ] seen or welcomed as I do in your regard.Rarely
(never)have I felt so [ ... ] crucial.You have reached for me in ways no other has, my love. Nor would I welcome any touch beyond your own.