I neglected to answer so many questions you asked lately. Let me see how much needs response-
We can talk of places where you might like to live. [...] If there is somewhere you happen to share with me, please know that I feel it's necessary to have a birdbath and your head on my shoulder. Hedgehogs, as well.
My arm around you, if you let me.
The questioning from my mother was as you would expect. Where did I meet you, where are you from, who are your parents, etc. I told her only what I felt was reasonably her business. The rest is your own to share. It is guardianship, yes; it's also [...] not appropriate for me to tell people certain things about you.
...It's not safe to 'out' other people here. I don't do it, not even to my family. Talking about your family might have led to that conversation.
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Sex, then.
I can [...] try to answer you.
It's easier if I think of it only as honesty with you and not as [...] being obscene. Somewhat.
It's also easier with vodka.
I have no trouble talking about this in person, or with sex itself; it's seeing the words I've written. Evidence that I've been 'vulgar'.
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I meant that the condom wasn't a demand. Testing isn't optional, but it seems we agree on that matter. I mean to go this week. I don't have any expectations of you; I simply have healthcare here. I don't have health insurance in the States. It's best to do it now.
I have no interest in murdering you or anyone else except the person who said that to you.
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'Rough' is vague, коханий.
Brutal? No, I won't be able to [...] accommodate you. I don't leave intentional wounds. I don't draw blood.
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But something I've learned, Vevay, is that one of my hands can hold two wrists like yours in place against a wall. Or behind your back. I'm aware of a lot of possibilities that arise because you are so much smaller than I am.
I would never force anything on a lover. But 'forceful' is a different word, isn't that so?
It's a type of 'rough', like the way 'fucking' can be a type of 'making love'.
[...]
I prefer to go slow, forceful. To use my hands and bring my partner over and over, soothe them, excite them again.
There's nothing I wouldn't do for them, within reason.
...Nothing I wouldn't do for you, Vevay.
With someone like you, I take my time so I can feel everything. Every tightening and shiver. How a moan fills a kiss. How my lover draws toward breaking, then burns bright with release.
[...]
'Rough' could also mean 'fast and hard'. That's good sometimes.
Slow and hard is much more fun, though.
[...]
I'll say one thing more, then put my phone down and pretend I didn't type any of that, eh?
I want you, Vevay, in every way I can have you. I want to make you forget any hands but mine. When you're away from me, I want you to feel breathless when you remember what I did to you.
мій коханий, I doubt so many things about myself, but I know where I won't disappoint you at all. 🧡
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We can talk of places where you might like to live. [...] If there is somewhere you happen to share with me, please know that I feel it's necessary to have a birdbath and your head on my shoulder. Hedgehogs, as well.
My arm around you, if you let me.
The questioning from my mother was as you would expect. Where did I meet you, where are you from, who are your parents, etc. I told her only what I felt was reasonably her business. The rest is your own to share. It is guardianship, yes; it's also [...] not appropriate for me to tell people certain things about you.
...It's not safe to 'out' other people here. I don't do it, not even to my family. Talking about your family might have led to that conversation.
[...]
Sex, then.
I can [...] try to answer you.
It's easier if I think of it only as honesty with you and not as [...] being obscene. Somewhat.
It's also easier with vodka.
I have no trouble talking about this in person, or with sex itself; it's seeing the words I've written. Evidence that I've been 'vulgar'.
[...]
I meant that the condom wasn't a demand. Testing isn't optional, but it seems we agree on that matter. I mean to go this week. I don't have any expectations of you; I simply have healthcare here. I don't have health insurance in the States. It's best to do it now.
I have no interest in murdering you or anyone else except the person who said that to you.
[...]
[...]
'Rough' is vague, коханий.
Brutal? No, I won't be able to [...] accommodate you. I don't leave intentional wounds. I don't draw blood.
[...]
But something I've learned, Vevay, is that one of my hands can hold two wrists like yours in place against a wall. Or behind your back. I'm aware of a lot of possibilities that arise because you are so much smaller than I am.
I would never force anything on a lover. But 'forceful' is a different word, isn't that so?
It's a type of 'rough', like the way 'fucking' can be a type of 'making love'.
[...]
I prefer to go slow, forceful. To use my hands and bring my partner over and over, soothe them, excite them again.
There's nothing I wouldn't do for them, within reason.
...Nothing I wouldn't do for you, Vevay.
With someone like you, I take my time so I can feel everything. Every tightening and shiver. How a moan fills a kiss. How my lover draws toward breaking, then burns bright with release.
[...]
'Rough' could also mean 'fast and hard'. That's good sometimes.
Slow and hard is much more fun, though.
[...]
I'll say one thing more, then put my phone down and pretend I didn't type any of that, eh?
I want you, Vevay, in every way I can have you. I want to make you forget any hands but mine. When you're away from me, I want you to feel breathless when you remember what I did to you.
мій коханий, I doubt so many things about myself, but I know where I won't disappoint you at all. 🧡
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The problem is texting about it. :\