Fact of the matter is I wasn’t keen on [ … ] let’s say filling chat and crowding your ear with too much that’s woeful, and there’s a lot I’ve got where it comes to Liza and Nicky. Eh, not them themselves, of course, but all those circumstances surrounding.
Not to say I figured you’d mind it. Only [ … ] you’ve your own sources for affliction, aye? And seems they’re roaring plenty as is.
[ … ]
That said, you’ve met my feeling all over again, there with what you said about hearts unbared, and truth, I can’t think there’s creation without eh fullness for disclosure, and meeting what’s spoke with open arms and eyes alike. So right I [ … ]
Here. That in mind, your Vevay’ll keep to speaking that malaise of mine as it hits me. Only if it’s overmuch any time, you tell me, right?
Right, and I trust you for that, as for all else.
[ … ]
You’ve got me hoping, Talik. That aye, I’ll see my kids again. That maybe [ … ] they can be mine again, and maybe they’d like it. It’s you’ve taken my hand and guided me toward so much as seeing hope in this matter, and that’s no small feat.
It’s been, eh, more or less despairing on that matter for longer than’s pleasant for saying. Years now. [ … ] Been five since they were takenreclaimed [ … ] taken. Three since recognition started setting in, that they weren’t [ … ] coming back. Since grasping that getting word to either of em, and I mean word they’d be sure to receive and word wouldn’t be intercepted, wouldn’t be clear and viable til years down the line.
[ … ]
If they’re happy and cared for, if she’s learned to be a parent to em both and if her husband now’s the same, I’ve no intent to rock that boat. Christ knows they’ve had enough of upheaval. Might be my attempting reentry’d only make matters murkier, turn em upside down all over again.
I’m [ … ] hard pressed believing it’s as bright as that. But I’ve no proof, and no right way of knowing. Fuckers have been blocked and barred, same for Roza, and we’ve both tried. Don’t think that fact bodes well for their intentions toward the kids, keeping the both of us restricted, but then and again, it’s nothing I can say certain.
Well. But if Darius’s clued in [ … ] might be there’s something he can find. They can’t hide everything, however evasive they’re keeping.
Thank you, Talik.
For speakin to him, for listening. For your assurances. There’s relief hearing you speak all this. Knowing your words aren’t empty, never are, and christ’s truth, I’ve heard no words nor voice truer, none I’d better trust.
If there’s ever been a chance for the kids, fuck and if there’s ever been a chance for reaches more besides, it’s here and with you.
I'd call myself a lucky bastard, but that'd not say the half of it. Better to say it that I've light in my heart and fire new grown in my soul. Better to say I've a word on a shelf and a boyfriend speaking beauty across texts. Better to say I've got my Talik, and I'm thinking, I feel there's naught that can be set against us.
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Fact of the matter is I wasn’t keen on [ … ] let’s say filling chat and crowding your ear with too much that’s woeful, and there’s a lot I’ve got where it comes to Liza and Nicky. Eh, not them themselves, of course, but all those circumstances surrounding.
Not to say I figured you’d mind it. Only [ … ] you’ve your own sources for affliction, aye? And seems they’re roaring plenty as is.
[ … ]
That said, you’ve met my feeling all over again, there with what you said about hearts unbared, and truth, I can’t think there’s creation without eh fullness for disclosure, and meeting what’s spoke with open arms and eyes alike. So right I [ … ]
Here. That in mind, your Vevay’ll keep to speaking that malaise of mine as it hits me. Only if it’s overmuch any time, you tell me, right?
Right, and I trust you for that, as for all else.
[ … ]
You’ve got me hoping, Talik. That aye, I’ll see my kids again. That maybe [ … ] they can be mine again, and maybe they’d like it. It’s you’ve taken my hand and guided me toward so much as seeing hope in this matter, and that’s no small feat.
It’s been, eh, more or less despairing on that matter for longer than’s pleasant for saying. Years now. [ … ] Been five since they were
takenreclaimed[ … ] taken. Three since recognition started setting in, that they weren’t [ … ] coming back. Since grasping that getting word to either of em, and I mean word they’d be sure to receive and word wouldn’t be intercepted, wouldn’t be clear and viable til years down the line.[ … ]
If they’re happy and cared for, if she’s learned to be a parent to em both and if her husband now’s the same, I’ve no intent to rock that boat. Christ knows they’ve had enough of upheaval. Might be my attempting reentry’d only make matters murkier, turn em upside down all over again.
I’m [ … ] hard pressed believing it’s as bright as that. But I’ve no proof, and no right way of knowing. Fuckers have been blocked and barred, same for Roza, and we’ve both tried. Don’t think that fact bodes well for their intentions toward the kids, keeping the both of us restricted, but then and again, it’s nothing I can say certain.
Well. But if Darius’s clued in [ … ] might be there’s something he can find. They can’t hide everything, however evasive they’re keeping.
Thank you, Talik.
For speakin to him, for listening. For your assurances. There’s relief hearing you speak all this. Knowing your words aren’t empty, never are, and christ’s truth, I’ve heard no words nor voice truer, none I’d better trust.
If there’s ever been a chance for the kids, fuck and if there’s ever been a chance for reaches more besides, it’s here and with you.
I'd call myself a lucky bastard, but that'd not say the half of it. Better to say it that I've light in my heart and fire new grown in my soul. Better to say I've a word on a shelf and a boyfriend speaking beauty across texts. Better to say I've got my Talik, and I'm thinking, I feel there's naught that can be set against us.