Destro Rubeno: enrion, i swear it.
Destro Rubeno: puppy. (again, brushing that cheek, brushing at that hair) i've only ever been proud of you.
Destro Rubeno: my shame was only ever in myself, but. in entertaining that shame, i did you wrong. i... did wrong by my enri. and there's no altering that fact.
Destro Rubeno: it won't happen again, enrion.
Destro Rubeno: you are... a beautiful adoration. my beautiful fondness.
Destro Rubeno: and i'll see that everybody knows.
Destro Rubeno: my brother does know. now. or he knew, and no i've told him.
Destro Rubeno: if you'll accompany me to my sister's... i would like very much to introduce you.
Enrion Varanil: (Enrion surges through with hope and warm, honeyed pleasure. His eyes fix adoring on Destro's, and really, if he doesn't hang the moon, then who needs the moon. Enrion is smiling, had started smiling without realizing it, maybe from the first vow - uncomplicated, unthreatening. Maybe at the assertion of pride, because it's something to know he's been cause for pride for this man. Whatever the case, he shines radiant with it, feels the whole world gone golden and soft the way it would when he lounged beside Destro at any hour, both of them at peace.)
Enrion Varanil: (The first word he manages to slip is a whispered, reverent 'Daddy', coupled with another nudge of his head - almost playful, certainly inviting.)
Enrion Varanil: (When he recovers a little from this bloom of (bliss) pleasure, he catches his lower lip between his teeth and cocks his head a little, the better to see Destro's mouth. Then returns his attention to those eyes, and he could stay like this forever, couldn't he? (Won't he?)) I'll go where you go. Anywhere. I'll never - never - leave you again.
Enrion Varanil: I promise.
Enrion Varanil: (Oh. Oh, and.)
Enrion Varanil: (With a look of elation:)
Enrion Varanil: My love.
Destro Rubeno: (twice again, he's struck through, shot and shattered through by words and all their ardency. by the word, the appelation he believed he'd never hear again. (and so readily offered, so full of fondness and more beyond, and when enrion nudges destro's head, of course he nuzzles back, a lingering brushing of forehead against temple.)
Destro Rubeno: (and the other.)
Destro Rubeno: (and the other, given as if the words and the boy had only been waiting. given in joy, in exuberance.)
Destro Rubeno: ('my love,' enrion says. ('my love,' destro said.) these words breaking beyond bare language, speaking past the bounds of bare syllables. this, oh this, is what he should have said all along. what he won't leave off saying again.)
Destro Rubeno: my own.
Destro Rubeno: my love; i won't let you leave. and i'll never give you cause. puppy, i'll learn... everything, every language, every strength for you.
Destro Rubeno: my enri.
Destro Rubeno: i am yours, entirely.
Destro Rubeno: (and enrion is 10000% getting another kiss rt)
Enrion Varanil: (He could stay here forever, but. But he'd like - One thought strikes, and then another follows. A different option, something he missed terribly and could get nowhere else. Wouldn't have tried, no matter how desperate the need. He draws back just a little, his eyes fond and searching, his expression without edge.)
Enrion Varanil: Can we - (A cant of his head towards the stairs. A familiar way of requesting, though without the usual sharp, hungry desire.)
Enrion Varanil: (Instead, he adds quietly:)
Enrion Varanil: Just to hold.
Enrion Varanil: Please, Daddy.
Destro Rubeno: (as if he could or would deny a thing the boy requested. as if he could think for a moment to withhold anything the boy might ask. and--)
Destro Rubeno: (he. swallows. roughly, because.)
Destro Rubeno: (that request. oh he.)
Destro Rubeno: (he would...)
Destro Rubeno: anything, puppy.
Destro Rubeno: anything you wish.
Destro Rubeno: and i--
Destro Rubeno: oh, enri. i'll hold you through the night.
Destro Rubeno: we'll hold each other, my fondness. my puppy.
Destro Rubeno: (smiling now, shaken and shattered a thousand ways and warm, oh warmed through and through, he presses his hand against enrion's cheek, loving, utterly loving.)
Destro Rubeno: to bed, puppy.
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Destro Rubeno: puppy. (again, brushing that cheek, brushing at that hair) i've only ever been proud of you.
Destro Rubeno: my shame was only ever in myself, but. in entertaining that shame, i did you wrong. i... did wrong by my enri. and there's no altering that fact.
Destro Rubeno: it won't happen again, enrion.
Destro Rubeno: you are... a beautiful adoration. my beautiful fondness.
Destro Rubeno: and i'll see that everybody knows.
Destro Rubeno: my brother does know. now. or he knew, and no i've told him.
Destro Rubeno: if you'll accompany me to my sister's... i would like very much to introduce you.
Enrion Varanil: (Enrion surges through with hope and warm, honeyed pleasure. His eyes fix adoring on Destro's, and really, if he doesn't hang the moon, then who needs the moon. Enrion is smiling, had started smiling without realizing it, maybe from the first vow - uncomplicated, unthreatening. Maybe at the assertion of pride, because it's something to know he's been cause for pride for this man. Whatever the case, he shines radiant with it, feels the whole world gone golden and soft the way it would when he lounged beside Destro at any hour, both of them at peace.)
Enrion Varanil: (The first word he manages to slip is a whispered, reverent 'Daddy', coupled with another nudge of his head - almost playful, certainly inviting.)
Enrion Varanil: (When he recovers a little from this bloom of (bliss) pleasure, he catches his lower lip between his teeth and cocks his head a little, the better to see Destro's mouth. Then returns his attention to those eyes, and he could stay like this forever, couldn't he? (Won't he?)) I'll go where you go. Anywhere. I'll never - never - leave you again.
Enrion Varanil: I promise.
Enrion Varanil: (Oh. Oh, and.)
Enrion Varanil: (With a look of elation:)
Enrion Varanil: My love.
Destro Rubeno: (twice again, he's struck through, shot and shattered through by words and all their ardency. by the word, the appelation he believed he'd never hear again. (and so readily offered, so full of fondness and more beyond, and when enrion nudges destro's head, of course he nuzzles back, a lingering brushing of forehead against temple.)
Destro Rubeno: (and the other.)
Destro Rubeno: (and the other, given as if the words and the boy had only been waiting. given in joy, in exuberance.)
Destro Rubeno: ('my love,' enrion says. ('my love,' destro said.) these words breaking beyond bare language, speaking past the bounds of bare syllables. this, oh this, is what he should have said all along. what he won't leave off saying again.)
Destro Rubeno: my own.
Destro Rubeno: my love; i won't let you leave. and i'll never give you cause. puppy, i'll learn... everything, every language, every strength for you.
Destro Rubeno: my enri.
Destro Rubeno: i am yours, entirely.
Destro Rubeno: (and enrion is 10000% getting another kiss rt)
Enrion Varanil: (He could stay here forever, but. But he'd like - One thought strikes, and then another follows. A different option, something he missed terribly and could get nowhere else. Wouldn't have tried, no matter how desperate the need. He draws back just a little, his eyes fond and searching, his expression without edge.)
Enrion Varanil: Can we - (A cant of his head towards the stairs. A familiar way of requesting, though without the usual sharp, hungry desire.)
Enrion Varanil: (Instead, he adds quietly:)
Enrion Varanil: Just to hold.
Enrion Varanil: Please, Daddy.
Destro Rubeno: (as if he could or would deny a thing the boy requested. as if he could think for a moment to withhold anything the boy might ask. and--)
Destro Rubeno: (he. swallows. roughly, because.)
Destro Rubeno: (that request. oh he.)
Destro Rubeno: (he would...)
Destro Rubeno: anything, puppy.
Destro Rubeno: anything you wish.
Destro Rubeno: and i--
Destro Rubeno: oh, enri. i'll hold you through the night.
Destro Rubeno: we'll hold each other, my fondness. my puppy.
Destro Rubeno: (smiling now, shaken and shattered a thousand ways and warm, oh warmed through and through, he presses his hand against enrion's cheek, loving, utterly loving.)
Destro Rubeno: to bed, puppy.