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[onefellswoop]

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[necropolitical]

...Berlin.

[...]

I'm afraid I won't be going after all. I found out this morning after I read your message, so you can imagine how a catastrophist would respond when he's shaken from "Only one more day and I'll have silence - and howling - with Vevay in Berlin" to "Fuck."

But it's good news.

My parents seems to have miraculously changed their minds about New York. This sudden reversal couldn't have had anything to do with knowing I might have custody of Sergiy, or that I plan to live with him there.

Even if my mother noted that I'll be more likely to have favor from a judge if I have a community that isn't just Darius and Senan, or a boyfriend she has never met.

This might have been a hint, but at the moment, I'm not in the mood for hinting. She can meet you after I do.

[...]

All of this is to say I'll be in Kyiv for a week to help pack their things. At least they'll be stored somewhere safe in Odesa, assuming a horde of enthusiastic Russians doesn't -

You see? Catastrophizing.

[...]

At least I'll be busy. Maybe I'll be too tired to think about trampling anything.

Although I might never be tired enough to ignore the thought of you, waiting for me.

It's only fair to say I'm waiting for you, as well, коханий. I shiver with the thought of you and lie restless in my bed, longing to feel you against me.

Miserably aching for the grip of you around me.

[...]

I need you, Nova, with body and heart - in every possible way.

And every possible position.