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Am I? Hm.

Return to me and well see if we can startle away every sentence in your holding

I hope you realize the only possible outcome of such tactics as these is reciprocation.

There will be a time when you are caught in the drudgery of social etiquette - or business, now - and I am the one left to languish and send you appallingly suggestive messages.

While waiting at home.

In your chair.

Drinking your wine.

Wearing only my dressing gown.

Edited 2019-05-05 21:05 (UTC)

Daring, aren't you? Composing these words in public, even if they ARE in Dutch. God knows what might happen if anyone catches you at it.

[ ... ]

Interesting that you think I might dread such reciprocation. Try your best against me, Katrina; I welcome the onslaught.

Still. Not fair, bringing in your dressing gown. I can hardly reciprocate with any vision of my undress. Better that I keep fully clothed, mm?

Instead, I offer you an image, a thought near and dear to my heart: Consider that your husband appears behind you, no doubt to the dismay of your friends. Consider the press of his lips against your throat, one hand against your waist. Consider the breath of a low greeting, the drift of his hand down, down to brush your thigh. You're a beautiful woman, aren't you? Vivid, a creature worth adoring. And your husband can't stand to have you kept away.

[ There's a delay. Of course there's a delay: nevermind the loss of English entirely. Think of the shellshock of reading something so explicit - yes, from her husband, yes, from someone who has done those things, but - still, she is a good Christian girl (murder aside), she has never been spoken to in this way, certainly has never read such a thing.

In public. With aforementioned friends standing not two feet away, waiting with her for the hansom.

She drops her phone, scrambles to pick it up, red-faced and clutching it to her breast in both hands. Stares unseeing at Venetia, who believes, truly believes, Katrina is going to her demise.

Maybe she is. She is barely breathing. (That is. An image indeed, and one certain to remain.)

(Well. She started it. She did start it.

No - wait. He started it, the brute!)

The other woman says something commiserating, something about the rigorous demands of marriage. Of tending to one's household duties. Katrina very nearly laughs, half-panicked. She manages a small and ambiguous noise instead. Madeleine makes some comment that goes unmarked, but likely isn't flattering at all.

The conversation carries on unheeded as she returns her attention to the message she can barely process. ]

If I faint, the delay in my return to you will be your own fault.

I may faint.

I don't -

[...]

I have never been spoken to in that way.

[...]

Well, of course I have never been spoken to in that way. You -

You.

I.

Require a moment.

[ He may be enjoying this. It isn't anything he's particularly familiar with, but isn't every act, every word with Katrina a matter of navigating paths he's scarcely dared to tread, perhaps never begun to acknowledge? Not for the first time, it occurs to him that she draws tenors and tendencies from him that he wouldn't have suspected. Allows him to exist in ways that would have seemed beyond his reach.

Poor girl, caught out among her friends and clearly flustered. He might almost feel sorry for her. ]

Never fear, dear minx. Should you faint, your husband will revive you. He does possess certain talents.

Certain, shall we say, graceful gestures.

They're sure to bring you back around.

[ She thinks - she will need to practice. She will need to practice saying (and writing) words like those, if she means to get some form of revenge on him.

After all, this is an offense that can't go unanswered. (One that can't be ignored. When did he get to be so enjoyable? So - fun?)

(Has he done this before, she wonders? And then immediately, she sets the thought aside. It's not likely, as put off as he claims to have been by the letters sent to him by Tricia Blackstock...and as put off as most women seem to be by him.

Clearly, they don't know what they're missing. Or perhaps only ignorant, uncouth, farm-grown harlots can appreciate it.) ]

They are sure to bring me to some other state than faint, but 'back around' is not where I find myself under your 'graceful gestures'.

None of which may be delivered with any immediacy; you are there, and I am here, and poor Venetia thinks I am quite red and trembling because I anticipate death at your hands.

Well. That is one way to make me seem as though I'm in some pitiable state, if I'm unable to cry on command. Tell me what I can anticipate at your hands, and then leave me

[...]

Aching.

You are a brute.

Aching, is it? Ah my dear, should I pity you? Perhaps retract my words, undo the damage, and vow never to offer such calamitous reveries?

Shall I bottle up my fondness for you? Let my intentions fester in cold neglect?

Is it so wretched, this state in which you find yourself?

Is that a vow you would keep, when you know how wretched your words make your loving wife? I think you delight in flustering me, leaving me to make excuses to others for my apparent distress.

I think you know how much I adore your fondness. And this state in which I find myself.

[...]

One which need no longer be subject to scrutiny, thank god. The carriage is here, and I am coming home. To you.

Observant as ever; you've pinned me in your supposition. I won't deny that I appreciate the image of your likely agitation. And the others, well. You and I know they already wonder at the state of our affairs. Might as well give them more matter for filling their days and empty heads.

I do adore you, you know.

Find nothing that can measure up to even the slightest trace of you.

Please, do hurry. I needn't say that I'll be waiting for you. The location... I suppose I'll leave that up to you. Where would you like me, darling?

They wonder that I have always looked at you so adoringly, and never at another man, for all the nasty little rumors that abound about me.

That of late those looks have lingered and become fonder - that there is so little space in the world for any other when you hold my attention. That I throw all of them over in an instant at the slightest hint of your anger or unhappiness.

Or desire.

Of course they wonder. Little though I care, agitated as I am.

[...]

Our bedroom.

Only if you'll bolt the door. Lock me away from the world for the rest of the day.

[ ... ]

[ ... ]

You may count this a victory of your own.

I'll admit you have a way with words. With flattery, though I daresay it's deeper than that.

You have a way of rendering me astonished.

I believe I'm more fortunate than I'll ever truly know.

[ ... ]

Only step into the bedroom, and I'll close the door tight. We'll have no cause to leave. No earthly reason to let any other in. Just you and I and nothing else. I promise.

It wasn't an attempt to 'win'. Only I am alone now, and can offer you the full benefit of my attention without worrying who might see me blush scarlet. You may have bare honesty from me now that no-one is wondering at my fond smile and unsteady hands.

[...]

Adoration and desire are inextricably linked for me, I think. At least for you, the object of my devotion. It isn't flattery at all; this is as it should be between a husband and wife.

I love you. I crave you.

Hm.

You're easier to handle when obliged to veil your honesty ten times over.

Not that I prefer you to be easily handled. You've a will worth watching, a talent for tailoring any cramped situation into something more sustainable. The world moves for you, Katrina. The world moves because you don't shrink before it.

I might admire you for it.

In any case. Happily for you, your husband is waiting and ready, wishing only for your touch and the sound of your voice.

Ha - Wallace once told me -

Nevermind. Nevermind. It isn't important.

Perhaps you can see now how the intensity of your interest might be overwhelming at times, having been given some manner of reciprocation?

The devil take you - telling me where you'd put your hands like that. All with Madeleine looking on and smirking, thinking I'm about to be subjected to unspeakable torture.

You needn't wait much longer.

~~And WHAT did Wallace once~~

Did he.

Shall I send Madeleine a message? Reassure her that any torments inflicted through distance will be eased, that she need not fear for my wife's well-being? That it's dear of her to display such concern. That we're both very much aware of every ounce of kindness she shows us.

Regarding reciprocation, I see your point. Perhaps. Still, you may expect my INTENSITY to continue apace once you burst through our doors.

He only told me you - and your intensity, for that matter - were easier to handle at a certain time of day, if I was of a mind to seek your friendship.

He was incorrect. You'll recall I brought you wine? You flustered me then just as you did today. Exactly as you did today.

[...]

I hardly care about Madeleine's concern; I simply have no wish to associate her smirk with my husband's very deft hand on my thigh.

Hers is a face that wishes to be slapped.

'Handling' me. Yes, well, Wallace would know a thing or two about that.

As if I'm so difficult to manage.

...DON'T say anything. I know I'm not—

No matter.

Yes, I remember the wine. I don't remember seeing you flustered. I do remember finding you less a nuisance than I'd expected. I remember— I didn't quite mind. That you were near.

Perhaps it's fortunate you braved that approach. Perhaps Wallace knew what he was doing, after all.

And perhaps it's time someone gave Madeleine the slap she deserves. Or some equivalent retaliation.

Edited 2019-05-06 04:33 (UTC)

Whether you noticed it or not - I blatantly told you that I found appeal in the idea of playing affectionate with you. I have never veiled my honesty as much as you might believe.

~~Wallace knew exactly what he was doing.~~

No more talk of Madeleine. I'm home, and you promised solitude, intensity, and - to soothe my anguish, if I recall.

No? Perhaps the trouble is you're the first earnest person I've met in years.

In any case, you'll have your chance for affection now. As will I.

I'm here for you, my honest minx. You need not worry. And before we've finished, I'll ease every ounce of your pain away.

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