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[byanyname]

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either leave a message (or set of muses) for one of my assholes, or request a message from one of them. choose messages from the classic source, from your own skull, or whatever you may please.

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[sweatycoward]

if that's the plan i guess i'm in.

i can't promise you won't have a sweaty fish on your hands the whole time.

except for the the blanket moonshine stars you part. the just us and the sky part. that.

that, hey, jesus. i can't fucking. really believe that's part of my life now, huh?

[thatminx]

You really haven't ever had a lot of romance, huh?

I ask, as if I have. As if I've ever had a reason to be romantic.

[sweatycoward]

look hey its more than romance i mean the romance is important! but

also its just, it's everything. like. having. ha ha this sounds stupid sounds sad sad me but, having anything to look forward to like.

i don't know its

different. it's good. you're good, but thats not a big enough word for it.

[thatminx]

It's not stupid. It's sad but not sad you.

We're going to have such a good life. You can look forward to that, okay? As long as you want me around, I'm going to try to give you that.

You gave me something to believe in, I'll give you things to look forward to.

[sweatycoward]

always, i want you around always. forever and for real.

hey.

there aren't big enough words for a lot of what you are. who you are? both maybe i think.

like words are. words are always going to be a little wrong, too tied down or they've been drawn in all the wrong directions and youre better than that, need something for you better than those misused words.

wish i could speak a star for you. ha ha, hows that for maybe kinda stupid but i mean it also.

[thatminx]

It's not. It's not even a little stupid.

When you talk to me this way, it frightens me. Makes me sad and worried. I think about things you might have said to me-not-me, things like this, and how they made it all into a nasty joke. I told you this before, right, how you thought you had something good, and they made it cheap and ugly.

And it's not.

I don't want them to know you like starlight or how the moon looks on water or any of those lovely, secret, rare things because all they would do is taint it.

You have a soul so achingly beautiful, it breaks my heart; if you want forever and for real, I'll give it to you.

Keep trying to speak stars for me. <3

[sweatycoward]

don't mean to scare you, sorry. :c you should never never be sad, or never more than we can help it.

i dont.

dont remember really what i said

no thats not true ive got a lot of rememberings but they arent worth

no one gives really a shit what i told them? i mean

it didnt

its okay, kid. hey, its okay. they dont know anything.

i mean. they. i dont care what they said or made shit into? not while youre around.

look im up here on the roof me and scotch and concrete but the city looks okay tonight the city looks all right because i know youre here, right?

[thatminx]

I'm around for good.

And I'm coming up. I bet you could use some company. Maybe you can show me the stars you found.

[sweatycoward]

ill keep a spot warm for you. <3

<3 <3