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either leave a message (or set of muses) for one of my assholes, or request a message from one of them. choose messages from the classic source, from your own skull, or whatever you may please.

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[sweatycoward]

no no

it's okay i will
SURVIVE

as long as i believe in tater tots i know i'll survive

ha ha hey Katrina?? the srtars are out :o

[thatminx]

You can't see stars in Manhattan, where are you D: D: D:

[sweatycoward]

the roof?

maybe not stars I might be envisioning stars

come envision stars with me my Katrina my love <3 <3 <3

[thatminx]

I'm

Fuck

You god damn flirt

I don't need to go up on the roof to see stars. Just talk to you.

[sweatycoward]

hey you know who sees saw stars???

bro
m

also bowtie

everyone gets stars we are generous

[thatminx]

...Here I was trying to be all romantic and you had to bring my exes into it. :c

but sure, Brom saw stars.

[sweatycoward]

no no hey let's

we can forget them forget i said it ummm

let me tell you about the stars right now. i can count one two five six of them! but you've gotto focus

they're nice stars

good stars

you stars

[thatminx]

"Me" stars, huh?

I should take you to my parents' place sometime and we can stay the night. lots of stars when you get out of the city

I hate it, it makes me feel small. But I'd look for you.

You don't make me feel small.

[sweatycoward]

hey you know what?

you don't make me feel small, either. lots of things do. most of things do? not you. never never you.

i want to see these stars please i'll behave cross my heart.

wait but will your parents be there?

[thatminx]

It's their house.

Don't worry Fish my Fish my favorite Fish. My father's very nice, like the nicest person you'll ever meet. You'll get along.

My mother is...

Stern? But she loves hard. But you'll like her too. Promise.

And we can lie in the grass and look at stars and you can hold on to me and keep me from falling.

[sweatycoward]

Kat Kat Kat

nice people dont like me no one likes me just you just Wallace

:c :c

even if i like people they say go away treavor go away goodbye

i like the stars and the grass and the you though.

i can drink??

[thatminx]

Sheldon likes you. Annnnnnd my dad likes everyone.

And I will never ever ever say go away to you. Not in a million years. Deal?

...

...


Also, here's a secret: my mother makes moonshine. If you're really nice to her she might share it.

[sweatycoward]

!!! NO SHE DOES NOT :o

no no i know you're not a liar a lying one but Kat i have never in my life have i ever had real real moonshine.

!!!

!!!

Kat!!!!

i would like to drink the moon and watch the stars please! with you!

[thatminx]

That's what we're going to do then yes? Yes.

A blanket, some moonshine, the stars, and my Fish.

That sounds a little bit like heaven.

[sweatycoward]

if that's the plan i guess i'm in.

i can't promise you won't have a sweaty fish on your hands the whole time.

except for the the blanket moonshine stars you part. the just us and the sky part. that.

that, hey, jesus. i can't fucking. really believe that's part of my life now, huh?

[thatminx]

You really haven't ever had a lot of romance, huh?

I ask, as if I have. As if I've ever had a reason to be romantic.

[sweatycoward]

look hey its more than romance i mean the romance is important! but

also its just, it's everything. like. having. ha ha this sounds stupid sounds sad sad me but, having anything to look forward to like.

i don't know its

different. it's good. you're good, but thats not a big enough word for it.

[thatminx]

It's not stupid. It's sad but not sad you.

We're going to have such a good life. You can look forward to that, okay? As long as you want me around, I'm going to try to give you that.

You gave me something to believe in, I'll give you things to look forward to.

[sweatycoward]

always, i want you around always. forever and for real.

hey.

there aren't big enough words for a lot of what you are. who you are? both maybe i think.

like words are. words are always going to be a little wrong, too tied down or they've been drawn in all the wrong directions and youre better than that, need something for you better than those misused words.

wish i could speak a star for you. ha ha, hows that for maybe kinda stupid but i mean it also.

[thatminx]

It's not. It's not even a little stupid.

When you talk to me this way, it frightens me. Makes me sad and worried. I think about things you might have said to me-not-me, things like this, and how they made it all into a nasty joke. I told you this before, right, how you thought you had something good, and they made it cheap and ugly.

And it's not.

I don't want them to know you like starlight or how the moon looks on water or any of those lovely, secret, rare things because all they would do is taint it.

You have a soul so achingly beautiful, it breaks my heart; if you want forever and for real, I'll give it to you.

Keep trying to speak stars for me. <3

[sweatycoward]

don't mean to scare you, sorry. :c you should never never be sad, or never more than we can help it.

i dont.

dont remember really what i said

no thats not true ive got a lot of rememberings but they arent worth

no one gives really a shit what i told them? i mean

it didnt

its okay, kid. hey, its okay. they dont know anything.

i mean. they. i dont care what they said or made shit into? not while youre around.

look im up here on the roof me and scotch and concrete but the city looks okay tonight the city looks all right because i know youre here, right?

[thatminx]

I'm around for good.

And I'm coming up. I bet you could use some company. Maybe you can show me the stars you found.

[sweatycoward]

ill keep a spot warm for you. <3

<3 <3